I apologize for my previous journal... I just... Wasn't feeling well. (Referring to the journal about me debating if "Art is really something I want")
Out of all the things I said, most were just thoughts that drifted through my mind. But I do remember onething: Out of all the times I've debated quitting, or got frustrated with my art or (in rare cases) people on FA... I've always come back. I've always gone back to keep trying to do art, and kept trying to get better.
It's slow, but I am improving. However... The more I see Sprout's art and similarly quality pieces... The quicker that positive thinking deteriorates
I've got nothing against these artists, several of 'em are heroes of mine - it's just that when I'm already in an unstable mood, seeing such epicness tends to... Not be what I need to see at the moment
Anyway... I'm sorry everyone. I wasn't intending on leaving anyway, I was just... Musing and wanted to hear everyone's thoughts. Talking helps, or so they say.